My Unique Wolrld

Is this the way you think ? Congratulations , you are a certified kpop lover
but take note ! Entering this world is not easy because you will not find a way getting out in here .
Kpop may be an entertainment, music but most of all a FAMILY to you

I want to share my story and experiences of being a fan girl
hope you guys can relate .

START OF BEING A  FAN GIRL

I still remember how I entered kpop world. That time , I woke up late. Of course I expected that I was just an ordinary day again as I go outside my room I saw my little brother watching TV  and I look what he's watching and I saw a Korean boy group singing then he said "Ate, look. Do you know this song?" I just give him a look *like I care* . Until one day he said "I already know the title of that song. Sorry Sorry by Super Junior" after that he sang it already *Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Naega naega naega meonjeo Nege nege nege ppajyeo Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby* my poor little brother what happened to you? -___- I thought. Everyday that was the scenario, every morning that was the only song I heard , it's getting on my nerves and it pissed me off already "What's that song? , can you please change the channel. It's irritating you know, and last thing do you understand what does they sang or saying?" I told him 

but suddenly, I found my self listening to sorry sorry and then that's it I search them on the internet and liked them already. And this is my first fandom and it started for me to have my bias. I thought I would stop there, being fan of Super Junior but I'm wrong it's still not the end of being a fan girl. As my interest with Super Junior goes by I started to have  many fandoms. It proves that being loyal in kpop world is not easy :( but still I will not forget being an ELF, because of Super Junior I entered in this world which I never knew what would be the purpose of this in my life.  Lastly, I will admit that I liked them on how they look but what I like the most of Korean artist is because of their passion in music.

When I remember on how I started to be a kpop fan I was oh my ! what happened to me now? with just an blink of an eye I was here spazzing in front of my laptop but then I did not regret being a kpop fan because this makes me happy.

MY CRAZY EXPERIENCE 

Before I enter Kpop my life was so boring. Sleep, eat, study ...

I just realize that being a kpop fan is totally crazy but at the same time it was fun. I have many experiences after I became a kpop fan.

There are times that...

• I was spazzing in midnight, my mom and my little brother was also inside the room. Usually we kpoppers laugh or getting giddy when spazzing right? that moment I'm controlling myself not to laugh, but I can't so I burst from laughing after that I look at my mom and at my little brother their reaction was O.o but I already used of it so I just grin at them.

• One time my brother saw me laughing alone because I saw a picture of my bias that really made me laugh . My little brother whispered to me "Hey! you are laughing alone again. aishh"

• I was watching K-drama in my laptop (To the beautiful you) I was very giddy that moment :"> and then as usual I laugh again my lil' brother said "Mom, can you send her at the hospital?" 

• Me and my kpopper classmate was talking and we have the same bias we start to argue who's the best for oppa HAHAHA XD silly but this friend of mine already went to London so right now I am the only one who is kpop lover in our classroom and that what makes me sad 

• I was happy because I met many kpop lovers through twitter . It was great knowing that there are many kpop lover in the world

• Even though I do not have a classmate who likes kpop, I still tell them some news about kpop it's ok to me even though they don't have interest to it what's important to me is that I express my feels XD

• When my lil' brother and I fought he always black mailing me that he will destroy my posters so I have no choice but to shut up my f*cking mouth.

• There are so many things in this world that I relate to kpop

• when my lil' brother says "those kpop artist are so gay, they are so ugly" I will say "What did you say?! !@#$%^&*" starting to freak out already. Starting to think, as I know you are the one who got into kpop, what happened now? did we just exchange feelings about kpop. Thanks to you my little brother XD

• I'm not forcing my parents to buy me some albums, poster, ticket for kpop events or concerts if they don't want to give me money to buy some I will just save my money allowance in school

• When it comes to kpop world I  feel more giddy in bromance than with opposite sex HAHA XD

• I answer/saying other people wae?, annyeong, aja, fighting, gomawo, aniyo, ne and other Korean expressions

• When my mom or lil' brother tried to speak korean. Aigoo ! haha trying hard, even though they read that word how many times still they pronounce it wrong XD 

It's just only some of my experiences, you did just see how great my little brother was, right ? HAHA

Some of my experiences was irritating but on the other side it was also fun 

WHAT I LEARNED 

Kpop is not just all about fun or happiness, I also learned a lot of being a kpop fan. 

The first thing I Learned is to respect different races why? because being a kpop fan should accept the culture of what other kpoppers have. In this world we can forget all the things in our life just for a while and enjoy the things that makes us happy. Do not regret the things that once made you smile. Enjoy the simple things in life because you don't know what will going to happen on the future, there are things that don't have an assurance. Learn to be patient because you might not know that there are things that is better than the first one. 

There is a question that once crossed in my mind? would I still be a kpop lover even though I have already a family? well, I may not be able to answer that now but as long as my heart supports them I want to enjoy things now and support my fandoms. . If there would be already no Super Junior, Exo,  SNSD, Bigbang ,Infinite, Miss A etc. in my next stage of my life I would still be proud and grateful that I once support them and part of what they are in the future. 

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and sorry for my wrong grammar and spellings ! Kamsahamnida ^^

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